Well, i am back in the real world again. i had an awesome time this weekend but hate that it is over. i hate going back to vanilla reality. i had such a wonderful time, met some great people, played with a few, did lots of volunteering, and just enjoyed myself.

Thursday-Meet & Greet

Had a good time catching up with friends and meeting others. Helped unload somethings for the Dungeon and made myself useful in any way i could. ann and i left early Friday morning to go back to her house to get some sleep.

Friday- woke up early , helped ann shop for things for the Event and arrived at the hotel by 11 am for my volunteer shift until 3:00. i had an easy assignment, just sit at the volunteer desk, check people in, and pass out their t-shirt and goodies. i went to one class: Bittersweet Freedom-Life After Slavery with Leslie O. It was a good class but by the end of it, everyone was in tears. i had to go back to the room to compose and recenter myself. Despite knowing it was my choice to leave, it still hurts. But, i choose to look on it as a growing experience. Without going through it, i wouldn't have begun hanging out with ann and her household. Her Sir is sooo different. He is calm, gentle, loving, and makes me feel worthwhile each day. He is accepting of me being close to the family and makes me feel so welcomed. He also plays with me which was sadly missing from my former situation. My self confidence is growing with help from them both. i later had a fantastic play date with Mr. Meanie. Thank you MM!!!! He got me to push pass some boundaries and yet was so gentle about it. It was hard at times though, especially when Sir was nearby. i was nervous about making a fool of myself or being a disappointment. But, things went well.

Saturday- Attended a few classes today. 1) Bratting 101 with Barak and Brat Sheba. It was a fun class. We laughed so much! 2) Lap Dancing 101. i got Sir to go with me to this one. It was a hot class. 3) Suck it up Baby! Cupping with edninja. i ended up leaving this class early as it kind of squicked me out. It looked just toooooo painful even thought the demo girl said it wasn't. I hung out with friends, tried to be useful to Sir or ann. Tonight was the Banquet Dinner. i hadn't wanted to go to this but had the ticket. i dressed up in my new sheer, see through black top, cherry waist cincher, sheer, see through black skirt, black thigh highs with red bows, and red 4" heels. i received so many compliments my head was spinning. i even got asked to pose by the photographer. The food was very nice ,but, we booked out right after dessert. i just couldn't handle boring speeches or the awards.

Sunday- Got to sleep in with Sir *bliss*. Finally got up to discover, ann, had left me a Vente Peppermint Mocha Latte on the bedside table. Isn't she a sweetheart! Gotta love her! Went to help her at the brunch and then went shopping for someone specials Christmas present. Went to a Submissive Roundtable class with Vi Johnson-wonderful group discussion but they always seem to be very tearful., hung out with friends, met Torch a play date from New York. We only got in a quick 25 minute session before he had to leave. It was really nice though. Loved the biting, ate dinner from the Billy Goat Grille, met Lord Rodriguez again and he nibbled my arm and neck. OMG! I love vampires! Then the best part of the night- ann and i were triple topped by Sir, Mr. Meanie, and Dominesse. OMG!!!! It was too incredible and overwhelming. So much attention for little 'ole me. At the end of the event, helped take down the Dungeon. Figured the more hands helping, the faster everyone could get some sleep. At about 2 am, ann and i finally went up to the staff suite to crash on the couches, just too tired to help anymore. Finally woken up about 4:30 so we could go home. Stopped off at McD's to grab some food. i enjoyed holding it in my hands to warm up more than eating it. i despise being cold!!!! Brr!!!!!!!! Sleeping in Sir's bed is very warming, cuddled all night long or in this case morning.

Monday-

Called in sick, just couldn't face my job without sleep besides, i ache. i found i have muscles i didn't know existed. We got home about 5am and went straight to bed. i slept until about 11:30 when i realized the bed was too cool-someone was missing. *Sigh* After getting dressed, we went out for brunch at IHOP and then i had to dash back to Virginia for a Doctor's appointment. Got home, called my friend, took a very, very hot shower and crashed again for several hours. ZZZZZZZ!

love to y'all,

cg